I'm numb, it's just after 7 AM on this side of the world, and this little body is exhausted. And all I can contemplate is what am I doing at work this early for one, and for two, what am I doing at this job. And let me apologize ahead of time, and say, for what little "blogging" I've done on here (ps: see other profile!) they have all been irrelevant, and mainly for my entertainment. And I regret to say, this is another one of those times, for one it makes me look like I'm doing my job, and for two, it's keeping my eyes open. And I'm going to add, that this will not be grammatically correct, so get over it, but I will attempt to spell everything correct! So I work at a construction management company with people I love no doubt... it's the job I had in college, and I've just extended it out, til' I figure out where to go from here! San Diego, though beautiful, has offered me nothing but sales positions in advertising, and no offense to any sales department, cause it is more that necessary, but it's just not me. Clear Channel was the first offer, and I guess from what I am told, that is a job to jump at, and maybe I should have, but I just didn't feel it was the right place for me. And I'm big on that, if I can't love going to work, then frankly I probably won't go! I know, bad way to look at it.

After graduating, and I know a lot of us recent grads felt this way, I guess I just expected to jump right into my dream job, and get paid 50K. Boy were we, or maybe just me, uber wrong. (No, uber is not a typo, it's a word I've made up, at least I think I did! )

Any other encounters with recent grads that appear to feel and act the same way?? I'd love to know, then I can say I'm not alone... So, here's my plan, and where you all come in. :)

This summer, I plan to bartend on Block Island, RI. I've been bartending now for sometime, and well, it's fun, easy, and great money... No degree required by the way. Then while there, I plan to meet someone who is going to change my life in some way... we're crossing our fingers for the change to be good. This person may be my future billionaire husband, the CEO of some great agency, maybe another bar owner on the East Coast and offers me a job, or his bar?!!?!? But someone that will keep my warm blooded ass back on the right coast, where I do feel like I belong... either there or Europe, I've heard it's beautiful this time of year!

Well, now that I've got my life figured out, I suggest you all do the same!!! Cause it's taken me an hour to get this thing typed, and I need a Starbuck's run!!! So, if I haven't bored you to death by now, and you've actually gotten to the end of this, kudos to you and my hat is off. If I have, I don't blame ya!!! Nite'!!!